Bebelan manja ramadan..

wah! lama tau tak update blog ni..biase la ken, puasa puasa ni tekak kering idea pon kering. bukan malas ok. nokhtah.

dah hari ke 14 dah kita puasa, tiba tiba feeling nak dengar lagu raya tau. pergi mall je pon dorang dah berani pasang lagu raya..memang sentap habes jiwa kalbuku ini. kakak i cakap dengar lagu raya dari radio adalah lebih sentap dari dengar lagu raya dari handphone sendiri..tapi memang betul kan?? kalau dengar lagu syarifah aini tu, amekkau terbayang kak pah menyediakan rendang segala dengan bibir mungilnya itu menjemput tetamu..ekekeke

dah 2 minggu puasa, i pergi bazar pon macam nak muntah dah tengok juadah yang samaaaaaa je..mesti jual lauk lauk, tak pon kueh, tak pon murtabak..kalau ade yang lain pon mesti puding..dadih..nasi tomato..nasi ayam..amboii banyak pulak aku senaraikan..semalam i buka kuew teow, ya Allah.hanjeng sangat rase dia..bang, nak beniaga buat cara berniaga..awk ni reti estimate ke idok?? stress tau..sudah la tawar, taugeh kau macam name makanan tu kuew taugeh instead of kuew teow..

lagi satu..baju raya i tengok memang meletop meletop designnye..cantik gila ok, lagi la yang jual kat area PKNS n Plaza alam central..sumpah! cantik gila..tapi, sumpah mahal!! sepasang baju kurung RM259..baju melayu pon harga sama..aiyoo mahal gila kot..kau jual baju ke jual handphone kak?

haishhh..i ni, makin puasa makin lahar..next entry, i akan update baju baju meletop untuk hari raya 2011..sesapa yang bajunye ade dalam senarai baju meletop i, anda akan sangat vogue hari raya nanti..gituu..selamat berpuasa yall..

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CAN ANYONE MAKE AN ELEPHANT SOUND??

this keep bugging me since i were a little kid -_-

Im in a middle of distracting mood..this blog is all about my personal life, i sure nobody minds if i ever update a little peek on my personal life..i have no idea to whom should i express this exact feeling rather than this blog. im sure, some of my friends read this blog, but what can i say..something inside me telling me that i should write something here to ease the atmosphere down there inside my heart. so here i am..writing about my personal life, expecting somebody would understand and come towards me, pat my shoulders and tell me to move on..blurghh

its happen yesterday..as i sit comfortingly, checking M phone..and a sudden shock, i  read another girl text in his inbox. being me, the impatient one, scroll down..and immediately dial the number. its a woman..as i talk, ask a few questions..she said she is M girlfriend..he's a total bummer..keep a shaggy with another girl! 

the rest of the story..i'll keep it myself..im frustrated..i have being the most faithful person in the world, yet he treat me like im a bimbo or something..u know what M, u think im a loser don't u?? i know u reading this, and u know what?? im sure u don't understand a single word im writing, cause u stupid like that..hows that??

uhhhh..still, im so stress..world can be unfair sometimes..they always a fortune and unfortunate things happen..but i keep my dignity as high as i could, cause if i cant pull this time around, non of other bad thing i can handle..so, to my friends or whoever reading this..don't worry..im in a state of stability, i can put my mind in my best controllable self of all..i talk much did't i??

alright..i push all the tense away..im gonna give him a huge kick in the ass..let alone my feeling, im gonna be okay in a few month..yeah, these scars need vitamin to faded away don't they?..so it takes time..