Thursday, May 12, 2011

Im a drama queen

Malam tadi..i mimpi buruk..i berdiri di balkoni, dengan melihat kakak dan abang i bertengkar. ade abang i sorang lagi standing there doing nothing, langsung tak nak redakan pergaduhan kakak dan abang i. useless brother there. while pakdin n ila arguing about spoon. sangat childish. i stand there and so scared pakdin might as well cucuk ila dengan sudu tu..crap gila mimpi macam ni, yet scary ok..

and all i can remember, i jerit 'dah laaa!! jangan gaduh2!!!' pakdin tengok i, then ila started tu amek kesempatan untuk pukul dia..and the next thing i ingat, pakdin is lying on the ground, tak bergerak langsung..i lari turun bawah then i dengar ade junior i cakap ' this is my first time seeing people die in front of my eyes'..i terus berlari.,'die'  pakdin dah mati ke? i lari dengar hati berdebar debar. by the time i sampai, doktor dah ade kat situ n sahkan yang pakdin betul betul dah mati..

i terlalu shock, i bangun and the last thing i realize, i menangis...

that is a one scary dream i shall say..sumpah..i sangat takut kehilangan abang i..he is my only brother yang totally rapat dengan i..walaupun sikap beliau begitu annoying at one times, but at all times he made me feel like im really are his little sister. 

dalam sedih sedih itu, i teringat kawan i cakap 'kalau mimpi orang meninggal,  maksudnya orang tu panjang umur' i dengan meleh leleh air mata tu terus 'aminnnn..aminnnnn' hahahaha

mulai esok, kena basuh kaki sampai peha baru afdal gaknya..