a bloody smiling

Semalam, i masuk lab hematology and i kena buat blood smear. buat dengan cara FDN dan i perlu warnakan dengan pewarna LAP/NAP  and yada..yada..yadaa..siap buat blood smear, i perlu count seketul seketul white blood cell yang ada tapi untuk jenis neurtrofil sahaja. bayangkan, dalam juta juta darah, kau kena kira satu satu..hello! juling air  tak comel ok..

memandangkan hujung hujung dah nak puasa ni, i pon sibuk la mengganti puasa segala..lepastu mengeluh lapar la hape, terus tak de mood nak buat kerja tau..tengah emo emo i cari sel darah..TIBA TIBA

the blood are actually smiling at me!!  terus teruja share kat blog..wakakaka

p/s : itu yg senyum tu neutrofil ya kawan kawan :) yang kabur kabur banyak tu, itu red blood sel..

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the flight is Cancel

I sepatutnya sedang pack barang barang i untuk fly ke kuching esok untuk bertemu parents i, abang , kakak ipar dan of course anak buah kesayangan..but sadly, i terpaksa korbankan keinginan tu..tiket i burn macam tu je hanya sebab rasa tanggungjawab sebagai student dan pengarah program. mannn responsible can kill someone hapiness..just . like. me...

be optimis..be optimis..

its ok, somehow we gonna turn a new leaf...things are getting better someday nadia..today u give and tomorrow u gonna get a better thing..habes optimis dah ni..

i text my brother 'sorry gila esok tak boleh pegi sarawak, ade kelas and ade stuff  kena settle'

he replied  ' ala pegi jela...khalis ( anak buah i ) balik raya 4 hari je '

boyyy this is killing me...i miss khalis damn muchhhhh, god knows...since he was born, i only met him for two times!!!! and now he turning two years old!! i dont even know how tall he becoming or how cute his giggles are..super pathetic to a super horrible autie in the making here..T_T

i call my mother to make me feel better, she says something make sense and she do make me feel better, and she end with i love u..ahhh..ur the best mother ever..

so, they would be no update of me going there..its ok, next year im gonna be there again..it just a matter of time..

p/s : yuyu, sila bergembira...jangan lupa belikan aku souvenir babe..T_T menangis tekap bantal